stream of conscienceness

THERE IS SO MANY THINGS IN MY MINE. I DONT KNOW JUST HOW TO EXPLAIN IT UST BSO HARD FOR ME.I AM GOING TO TELL YOU ABOUT MY FEELINGS ABOUT THE FATHER OF MY BABY. HE IS A MEAN O GUY HE HAD LEFT ME FOR SOME OTHER GIRL HE THOUGHT THAT I WASNT GOING TO DO NOTHING BUT YEAT HE STILL CALLS ME.I JUST DONT UNDRSTAND THAT GUYS TELL YOU THEY LOVE YOU BUT AINT EVEN TRUE.THEY SAY IF YOU WANT THE MOON AND THE STARS BUT WHEN THEY BRING IT DOWN THEY JUST FORGET. HOW MANY GUYS HEY HAVE SEXUAL STUFF AND THEN LIVE YOU LIKE TRASH. HE THINK THAT I AM SO DUM IF I WAS GOING TO LIVE IT LIKE THAT.I HAD TO PUT HIS ASS IN CHILDSOPPORT. EVEN THOUGH HE WAS LAUGHING ON MY FACE THAT WE HAD ANOTHER ONE WELL THE ONE THAT LAUGH AT LAST LAUGH BETTER.
HOW MANY GUYS THAT LIVE THERE PREGNANT GIRL FOR ANOTHER ONE. SOME GUY THEY STEY WITH THEM. WHY BECAUSE THEY REALY WANT A SON OR A DAUGHTER.WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE HURT THEM SO MUCH LIKE THEY HURT ME.WHY DO GUYS ALWAYS TRY THERE BEST TO MAKE US SUFER WHY THEY CAN JUST DILL WITH IT MAYBE BECAUSE ITS TO HARD.THEN WHY THE HICH THEY DONT US PROTECION.I AM SO MAD BECAUSE HE THOUGHT THAT I WAS GOING TO LIVE EVERY LIKE IT IS BUT SORRY HUMMY.BUT YOU GOT ME TWISTED YOUR ASS LEFT ME PREGNANT AND YOUR ASS IS GOING TO RESPOND ME LIKE A MAN.YOU THOUGHT THAT YOU PLAY WITH ME WILL SWEETY I PLAR YOUR ASSS AND I SCORE A HOMERUNN.YOU GOT ME SO TRIPPIN IF THAT HINA THOUGHT THAT YOU WERE GOING TO MERRY HER. YEAH HINA I PUT YOUR MAN IN JAIL AND ON CHILDSOPPOT.YOU THOUGHT THAT RICKY WAS GOING TO GIVE YOU EVERY THING BUT HE IS GOING TO GIVE IT TO MY DAUGHTER B****.YOU THOUGHT THAT YOU HURT ME HINA BUT UNSTED YOU GAVE MORE REASON TO PUT YOUR FEONSAY IN JAIL AND I FORGOT TO STELL YOU SOMETHING HE GAVE ME AN AGAIGMEN RING TO BUT HE JUST WANT TO PLAY IT OF ON YOU JUST WATCH AND SEE.YOU THOUGHT THAT YOU HURT ME TALKING SACK TO ME BY FHONE RIGHT B WELL WHILE YOU CALLING ME YOUR FEONSAY WAS KISSING MY ASS SO I CAN GO BACK WITH HIM.
YOU THOUGHT HE LOVE YOU BUT HE STILL LOVES ME BUT GUESS WHAT HE WANTS TO BE WITH ME. MY DAUGHTER NO MATER WHAT HE IS STILL GOING TO SEE.YOU THINK THAT THIS IS THE END BUT I JUST DONT WANNA MAKE YOU CRY LIKE A LITTLE B THAT YOU ARE ..